Being awake at 2am isn't a rare thing for me, I do tend to suffer from bouts of insomnia but this is a side effect from the pills I take (which I forgot to take on holiday so had to start again) and that to the jet lag and travelling over night - I feel a little like I've gone a few rounds with a boxer. On the plus side the other side effect is lose of appetite which is one I don't mind so much.
I'm thinking about joining slimming tomorrow but I don't like the leader much, don't get me wrong she is lovely she's just a bit in your face. I also wouldn't be able to go to that one again but I don't want to leave it until next week, its only a few days but I just want to get on with it, take advantage of not being hungry. Hubbs has said he doesn't want to join which has upset me a little because I need him to and he said he would, I've tried it on my own while he sits and eats his usual crap and it makes it so much harder, I basically need him to force me to stick to it and go to group which he can only really do if he is doing it himself.
I have found a lot of recipes I will eat (not sure about cooking them) the only thing I always struggle with is breakfast, scrambled eggs is probably a good way to go but on days i'm short of time I'll need a plan B. Organisation is the key I think, I need to menu plan and avoid buying things that I can binge on. I have a plan for work, give some money to a few people I can trust for emergencies, other than that I'll have no money so I can't go into the canteen and buy the crap in there.
Need to get some more contingency plans in place but right now I'm going to snuggle on the sofa with puppy-dog and see If I can get a few more Zzzzz's before the sun comes up.
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