I really haven't felt myself since coming back from holiday, I feel numb but overwhelmed, I have no appetite (my pills do reduce it but not to this extreme) I don't want to do anything nothing much holds my interest, I just feel wrong.
So in between wondering aimlessly around the house, killing the battery on my tablet by turning it on and then off again when I realise I don't actually want to use it oh and trying to stay awake, I've been searching the blogosphere for more blogs to read, searching for more inspiration and maybe a plan. Found some inspiration but still lacking a plan, decided not to join group today - mainly because it meant i'd have to get dressed. Oddly my very local consultant sent me an email about rejoining but I feel awkward going back there because I join and quit so often before.
Hubbs is positively refusing to go with me despite promising although he admit he was embarrassed , i'm dissapointed but i'm not going to force him.
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